Extract from writings
about her work
'I have a collection
of body shapes, dressmakers dummies, mannequins, that are adapted in
various ways, its very low tech! I use cling film a lot, and plastic
to pad out the shapes and lots of PVA glue. I then collage papers or
fabrics onto the forms and let them dry, then peel them off, join up
the gaps, then suspend them. I can then start to develop the shape and
surface by layering fabrics. I burn the surface, I bleach it, slash
it or roll it up in the the mud and rebuild it, cut it up and reassemble
it. I add all sorts of different materials, wax I use a lot, glass,
shells and leaves, old jewellery, my diaries, flowers. It is a process
of transformation, a kind of alchemy and a kind of poetry that lives
latent within the materials. However, there is always some story being
told during the making of the piece. I make decisions according to how
right they feel for the story.'
'I make very idealised
shapes. The dresses are too slim, the waists are small, the breasts
full, the hips curvy, its a kind of fantasy, but there is always some
kind of violence demonstrated on these forms. I think this emphasises
the vulnerability or the danger of the fantasy, the dresses are empty
after all! I don't draw or design the work before I make it although
I do a lot of drawing in sketchbooks which are a bit like diaries...
the ideas come from anything, just a feeling from watching someone or
seeing an image in a magazine or a newspaper article that strikes a
cord and the linking of connections within different thoughts.'
'Two dresses are made
from my diaries, written when I was about 17, 18 & 19. I had kept
them all but had never really looked at them since, so they got recycled
whilst I was reading them again. It was very interesting. A diary holds
some of your thoughts and secret fears, though some of it read 'went
shopping and had chicken for dinner', but parts of it were so sad, and
its hard to forget that sadness. I think that is where the slashes come
from! I wanted to make sense of and give some idea of the intensity
if feelings and thoughts that I was experiencing. Tearing them up and
making the dresses from them gives them a new lease of life, it is also
a way of dealing with them. Its kind of tantalising now trying to piece
the bits together, to see how much of a risk I have taken using them.
How much does it expose me?
How much does a dress expose the wearer?
The Mulberry Diary below, was burnt and
now looks a little like an animal skin. This dress was part of an installation
at Mulberry and is made from my old diaries and are lined with empty
pages from old Mulberry diaries.